my regards

looking back those photos taken long time ago, i deeply realised that some of the times that we spent last time...we can never chase it back anymore..

time passed and everything change...ppl changed....

u should know and believes that i do appreciate ppl around me...

i appreciate the memories that created...

but the memories are with no regrets ONLY IF now everyone still stay together and share our feelings and prob...

unfortunately, ppl leave, and ppl changed, memories are just to recall the time that we'd spent together...we just can recall some sweet feeling inside us without sharing the same memories nw...

what we can do is just continue our lives and create memories with others...but the road we take is no longer the same...i mourn over the splitting of the pathway that we gonna take...

u are once my best friend...(i mean a few of u)
i like to laugh with u guys..and do some crazy things together...

one thing to raise up here, which deep inside me long time ago...a question for everyone:
why do ppl changed when they faced stress or condition benefits them? i guess no one will like to do sth that would make ppl feel disgusting over them unless they dun realise it or they don't know or sadly to say, they might be doing it in purpose coz they know it will benefits them...

stress doensnt mean anything actually if u treat it lightly...take it easy...
coz i bet once in the future u look back on ur life, u will realised that u've missed and lost so many precious things last time ... it's not worth it to trade ur precious friends and relationships etc (those u couldnt buy in cash) with ur measly pride and selfish behaviour... ur self esteem doesnt gets higher coz of this...

i do need u all to encourage me whenever i feel down...
coz i realised there're times that i'm weak...and i need help...
don't ever doubt over ur power of influencing me..
u can make a change at me..
slap me to wake me up if i'm in deep mistake...
life's in hazy and unclear...
age that can easily lost ourselves..
we need more faith and care ~

do show ur love!


dear friends,
my best regards
cheahyin :)