i know it's not gonna change anything
but shit! i shud had gone home!
i'm homesick despite of i went back home for almost 3 times within A-M-O-N-T-H!!
it's just simply because it has difference between kuala pilah and k17
shit! now i realised i like that greenish-full-of-kampong-smell place!
the 1st second i stepped in my room, is gosh! wat feeling is that!
wat smell is that?
so familiar yet so strange?
not at all but ...it's the smell of emoism and stressism
nothing had bothered me so far but i just feel frustrated with no reason
guess i'm too free? nothing to busy about after the exam??
im not supposed to be so after a few hours pillow-talking to my roommate
but this morning, gosh, the 1st second i opened up my eyes and start breathing consciously
the emptiness attack me again, which soon, now become emo!
i'd past a 6 weeks almost free of emo period...
i cant deny that i live a relax and low-stress life there..
it was warm and close with each other..
once here, i think most of us feel sth not right...
not sth not right, i shud say, sth we cant find at kp
i'm not alone, but i'm bored with early morning waking up thinking wat to do next and wat to eat next
this is pretty tiring ! mentally tiring!
wat's the point of living, eat for live, do everything for live?
my life shud be the other way round
live to eat, and live to do everything!
i doubt the emo syndrome everytime i get is environmental related!!
too quiet sometimes that u gone empty minded
sorry that i have to say, i cant really find someone to talk to
i shud say, i dunno wat to talk about even the phone has been answered
simply becoz i'm bored? empty? emo? or watsoever description u can give.
simply i'm not happy and i'm NOT satisfied!
