Suffocation

i feel like shouting like how chemical romance do in this mtv.

or like Linkin park, maybe?

sh*t!

call me a emo girl i dont care..

call me nuts i dont care..

call me key siao i dun care..

idiot i am, being fooled around by emo emo things...





personally i dunno why, how come and what cause me this..

i don't feel like leaving home tomorrow!!!

i feel like i gt lots of important role to play in home

i got plenty of reasons for me to stay at home


FIRST,

i need to help my mom to light up the stupid cooking thing..

coz dunno why the stupid cooking thing need to use lighter to light up instead of turning the gas thing...*aiks...i oso dunno wat am i talking...in short, my mom need my help!!*

second,

i helped to massage my dad "accidentally" once and he said it's been a long time no ppl massage for him...

so i guess i should continue to play a role as a massage machine at home specially for my dad...

i don't know why, these kind of chores which i used to refuse to do last time, now seems to be so addicted and enjoyed to do it..esp when i saw my dad was actually loves it so much! aarrggghhh!!!

thirdly,

d*mn! i havent play with my bro yet!! * though i think he's not in the mood to play with me...

i should say i would like to kacau him before i go back...

forth,

i shall spend some time to go somewhere with my family.. still, i think i gt plenty of things to share with my parents!

fifth,

i havent taste "red wine chicken mi sua" yet!! T_T

sixth,

gosh, i need to witness the building progress of TESCO at manjung!!

seventh,

aiya...! etc etc...



simply because i just love this land.. my home!!

simply because i hate that yellow building and those wearing stupid sun glass, pretending to be yeng, fierce hateful guards...

simply because i'm sick of thinking hard of wat to eat...

simply because i hate to do my laundry on my own...



in short, i'm not satisfied!! aarrggghh~~ too bad!

cut my life into piecesss.

bull-sh*tting

learned sth last nite...

guess what, went to public bank, then on the way back, sense sth wrong with the speed of the car...

then confirmed by some weird sound from the left back tyre...

i stopped at a blessed place where it's actually in front of my dad's shop, then was totally frustrated by seeing the tire totally PUNCTURED!!

panic at the same time i was a bit impatient..

dah lah public bank wanna banking money also need to wait for about 30 mins..

those ppl queue in front of me all banking like thousandsss and each of them took bout minutesss to settle with their money..

thought of can fly back to home and continue with my work then happened this stupid thing on me...

but fortunately my mom was with me, then i felt rather safer..

called for savior...(of course my dad it's..)

happened to be so malang that my dad was about to take bath,

called my uncle, and same thing, my uncle was having bath...

so???

wait lor........................................




until the time they both reached, i was abit gone nuts..

anyway, i was hoping to at least be helpful..

but God!! the tire was like thousand kilo weighed..

cant even tried to pull it up...

dad was abit tired of loosening the screw..

but yet, i cant help...

*speechless*

i hope that i were a boy badly on the moment..

sth crossed my mind: if nex time i drive back home, in the middle of the road, at night somemore, tire get punctured. then how? one ppl... Gosh, takkan wanna wave the hand and ask for help? even if someone do stop and trying to lend me a hand, i oso scare scare lor..

duh... anyway, learned how to change a tire...

and i guess no matter how heavy it is, by the time if i really face this prob, i will do it alone...hahahaha! at least i know the way...


thank God anyway, to put me in such condition, though i was impatient and felt bad, but somehow, i think i gain benefits from the incident...




-TODAY-

tmr going back to a place and start mourning with the pathetic life...

gosh!!! wat kind of feeling it is..

havent really get satisfied with the entertainment yet didnt really catch up with my homework... sh*T

my life is in a mess!! the exam is coming so soon....j-u-s-t right at the corner, and i'm totally out of the situation now! still craving for another excitement of celebration or trip or watever..

dun feel like back to the reality yet..

aarrgghh!! wat to do???

life is bored~ =______=|||