人生的故事编剧是两人

緣份 是一種很 炫的東西~~
它通常是在不知不覺中出現。
當它存在之時，你可能不會珍惜；期待它到來時，它卻一直都不出現 。
所以，從此刻開始，大家要懂得珍惜它，珍惜生活在你 周圍的所有人，無論是朋友、愛人、甚至於家人.......Ｃ~Ｈ~Ｅ~Ｒ~Ｉ~Ｓ~Ｈ
在你一生當中，能交到多少個知心朋友 ??
雖然你們實際上才認識不久，不過感覺上卻像好久好久 。
你有這種朋友嗎???
就是你們很談得來，什麼都分享，什麼都聊，一輩子也 不厭倦的那種。
如果你有這種朋友，趕快對他說:這一生中最知心的朋 友就是你，絕對錯不了!!~而且永遠也不會改變 !~

ＩＮＴＩＭＡＴＥ　ＦＲＩＥＮＤＳ~~~
我們 有緣 而相識
我們 有緣 而相聚
我們 有緣 而交換心靈
我們應該彼此 珍惜 相處的每一刻
更應該 珍惜 你現在所擁有的一切
此生才不會悔憾

ＬＯＶＥ??!!
是愛??是喜歡??還是只是欣賞??
愛是百分之百 ，你 無時無刻 都在想、思念著他。
喜歡有百分之八十 ，你 常常 都會想到他、思念他。
而欣賞只剩百分之六十 ,你 只有偶爾 會想到、和思念著他。
欣賞會讓人積極，喜歡會讓人開心，
但愛卻會讓人傷心。
當你欣賞一個人 ，你不見得 會喜歡他，也不見得會愛上他。
當你喜歡的一個人 ，有可能 你只是欣賞他，但你也有可能會愛上他。
當你愛一個人時 ，你一定是 基於欣賞，慢慢變成喜歡，然後最後成了愛。
當你和他搭訕時，剛開始那只是出於“欣賞” 。
當他們交往一段時間後，可能會變成“喜歡”，但也可 能永遠只能停留在“欣賞”，至於“愛”，很難說，說不定你一輩子都找不到。


ＬＩＫＥ~~~~
有人問：你為什麼喜歡一個人？
我只能夠說出為什麼不喜歡一個人，卻說 不出為什麼喜歡一個人。
喜歡一個人，是一種感覺。 不喜歡一個 人，卻是事實。
事實容易解釋，感覺卻難以言喻。
愛情是忽然有一個人，我們覺得一見如故， 我們的內 分泌忽然起了翻天覆地的變化，很很想靠近她，想擁抱她。
以後，無論快樂或哀愁，我們也想不起當初為什麼愛她 。
因只有當我們不愛一個人時，才會找出不愛她的原因。 　　　　　

ＡＤＭＩＲＥ？!？
每個人都有屬於自己的一個故事。
在這故事理，你應該努力地演好自己的角色。
如果劇本是自己寫的，我相信，這個世界裡再不會有悲 劇出現。
只可惜， 編劇一定是兩個人。
只要其中一方有了變話，這齣戲任你再怎 麼努力去演，到了最後只會成為悲劇。
一生當中，會有很多跟你合演的人，
但最終，只有一個可以幫你完成這齣劇 =)










love ya....















miss u all~~
miss sitiawan~~~

crap

right now i'm in epidemiology class in computer lab...
well...
as usual...
wont lose this opportunity to online~
lol...

quite tired after attend a visit at klinik kesihatan jinjang ...
i woke up at 6am and up bus by 6:30 ..
reached there on bout 7:05am
and we have to walk 1km to reach klinik...
luckily the trip at last benefit me...

we had fun in running around the klinik until our leg feel like cramping...
it was really tiring especially coz of i didnt even manage to take my breakfast b4 i went...
at the end i have to take my lunch at my own kolej kafe..

feel so sleepy now...
the lecturer is like teaching kindergarden like tat...
teach me how to "open file" " edit" "view"...
bla bla bla...

anyway...
looking forward to the tasik chini trip...
heard michael said the nite view there is excellent...
stars were sparkling last time when he went there...

full of plan in coming weeks...
nex week going to genting with coursemates...
following week hari raya going back home...
27th sep tat time will hve one trip go somewhere play again with cf friends...

whao...
never think of i can make my life so hectic but yet meaningful....


>_<

a short but yet meaningful gathering.

feels great when everytime come back to my page...

last weekend i just went to midvalley meet ong pek and chuan shyeng..

haha...

didn't even afraid of H1N1...

i and my friend julian went there by ktm...

though all along the way we went, we can still saw ppl wearing mask in the train, the mall and even taxi drive himself was wearing mask...

lol...

julian and i dont have mask at that moment...

we just lower down our head and avoid of "breathing" that much in the train...

lol...

when we met each other, 1st target to go is cari makan!!

though that time i was not that hungry, but to reduce the kekok-ness of julian and my friends, so i just decided to go to somewhere where we can sit down and talk..

finally we came to tis "taiwan food" (dunno what's the name of the restaurant d.)

these were our choices...

lol...mine one is the one nearest to the shooting angle one...

dunno name d...tomato-fish...sth like tat lar..



then we went walk around...
and we get free coca cola~ haha...
how kind they were~~ the smile is the most perfect one that i ever see~
lol...




then i saw sth weird...
there were many "monster" all over the mall...
and they were trying to challenge me to find out all of them...
and i was too boring that i captured down everyone of them when i saw them....

















this one is the one challenge me to capture down their face!!
lol...







these is amazing!! i'm shocked when i saw them all hanging there...lol...





oooppss...this is not the monster...tis is sampah tong...
lol...*faint~




tis is the cutest one...i like tis one...lol...





somemore~ here!!



some are really good in hiding...
lol...





finally we went to famour amos~
julian wanna buy it to his brother~




i take tis without her knowledge...and i think the counter-man were thinking that i was shooting at him....actually he was not the one i wanna shoot at lar...lol...




though there were so many sales...but i buy nothing back home...no mood shopping actually ....with two guys following...somemore wanna critic me that i cant wear M size shirt anymore...ask me to choose L size one...sweat ==|||




we left our footprints in midvalley~
lol....




we went back together and we managed to get mask from han lin...
though at 1st he said he dun wan gve me even one ...
(gt gf d, not same liao~ lol...)





tis is i when i was in dissection practical...
hehe...
zi lian xia~



at last...
post a zi lian photo here...
hehe...my latest pic~




though the time is short to meet with han lin and chuan shyeng..
but i manage to take my time to keep in touch to them...
at least now i surprisingly met the fat-chuan-shyeng and sweet till diabetes mellitus de han lin...
that heartless han lin even alr forget wat's my name d...
haiz...love really change ppl easily...
haiz...

till here,

goodbye lor everyone~

love ya and miss ya all so much~

我的眼泪 *不是* 眼泪

人……
是什么样的动物？
是哪里出了问题？
总是在怨天怨人

人……
为什么有那么多复杂情绪？
让自己跌入深渊中？
万死不复

人……
到底能够彼此沟通吗？
有文字，
却表达不了感受

人……
被冤枉
被欺骗
被放鸽子

人……
难过
寂寞
孤独
疲惫
谁知？


我的眼泪
很少被人看见

它
不算珍贵
但总是为它的主人申诉着埋藏在心底的委屈

它
没有价值
因为它为不珍惜它的别人而流

它
很可悲
往往总是往肚子里流
因主人强悍的外表
习惯了的顽固
不让它发泄

它只是多余的水分


心
一天比一天破碎
荒度了岁月
它憔悴的跳动着
试问，有谁在乎它的生命力？
因它总是默默地付出

它
流血了
只有主人知道
因它是在心内里
没人看见它狂泻而出的血流
别人看不见……
只有主人知道

心
不一定要表达
当它伤痕累累时
它。已失去了表达的能力
因为再多的表达
都变成徒然了

到底这颗心
付出得不够
还是付出的太多?
多得让人窒息？

它的付出
不被人看重
却被万箭所指
万箭穿心的痛
只有它主人知

文字
很古老
也很现代
但此时已不被看重
因它永远表达不到
心所感受到的



不同层次的爱
果然就是不同



人往往只为不关心自己的事或物
感到心痛
伤心
流泪
他们永远不知在他们背后
有多少关心他们的人
为他们心痛
伤心
流泪


人
心
所感受到的
往往不经意
累计在眼角

泪
是眼角的水
目字边有三点水

但当三点水
划不出眼角
往肚里流时
谁看见了泪？
人
看见的还是你的双目


有一天
心
发现
主人总是把自己逼到墙角
总是没把它看重
往往把它随意掏出来
让它每次伤痕累累
心埋怨着……
主人
明白自己的错
明白自己总是不爱心多点

但

主人好笨！
就是学不会
冷漠些
好让她的心
没必要再受不必要的痛
不必要的苦
流不必要的血


心
不知你怎么了？
我看不见你
却感受到你隐隐作痛
你是怎么了？

泪
还有必要再流吗？


我
此时
双目无光
无三点水
因为灵魂早已被人心吞噬了
死去了

心
麻木了

A triangle

this is what today i learn from CF-christian fellowship...
haha...
very true that Chin Yang said the relationship of God with us is like a triangle...
he describe that when we get into a relationship, if both sides are followers of God, the relationship with God will be better...we are draw closer to God...
u can see frm the diagram...
it makes the triangle smaller...amazing?
lol...
when it's just one side closer to God, but the other part don't really wanna move forward...the triangle will be senget lar of course...

very true...
it's something that we shall think of...

coz sometime the other part may drag u away from God in order to make the triangle in balance...

nth much...just sth that i find it interesting and wanna show it here...
lol...
blerk~

this is sth that i draw in bilik tutorial today on 1pm like tat...
lol...
just sth in my mind and draw it out...
lol....
someone wanna intepret it??

lol....

*new update

harlo ppl...
long time din update my blog d...
guess u all miss my like hell??
haha...
i'm busy with my assesments and few tests recently...
so kind of din really have time to online...

sth really weird is that ...
these few days i lose the addict to online d...
haha...
guess it's a good thing??
lol...

not really feeling well this few days...
hmm....not physically one..
but mentally one...
again...social communication problem...
lol...
i get used to it already i think...
so it wont be a problem to me anymore i think...
at least i know no matter how bad situation i'm in...
ther'll be u all...
those who dun really meet ...
those who stand "behind" me and support me...
thax...
i know u all always be there for me...

life is about obstacles de lar...
so...once i get strive over it ...
i think it will be ok d...

just to rise up my voice here ...
so that u all wont lose my contact again...
31st aug i gt one trip with my uni christian fellowship to tasik chini at pahang..
go visit so called "orang asli" there...
will have a nice experience if i join the trip...
hmm..
not yet sure whether go onot...
coz i've been non stop bz for few weeks d...
mentally kind of exhausted..
cant really go out shopping or watch movie...
coz my parents ordered me not to go out too often...
so try to be a filial daughter...
i choose to not to let them worry bout me...
reduce the "frequency" of goin out ...
(though last nite i just go sri serdang's pasar malam and get a bowl or laksa and some sausage there...)
haha...
life is uneasy...
i will try to be tough and find for the strength to assit me...


i'm still ME...
i know what am i doing now...
people just pandai cakap bt dun really work it out...
to those said being very considerate and love ur brother and sisters...
try to think of ur own action now ba...



you think what you are...
but you are NOT what you think!


i'm not happy with u!
blow me??? blerk~

射手座，好准哦！

乐观与忧愁：射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。??以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。
　　　　
　　　　现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。
　　　　
　　　　拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。
　　　　多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。
　　　　
　　　　射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！
　　　　
　　　　人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？
　　　　
　　　　射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。
　　　　在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。
　　　　
　　　　人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。
　　　　
　　　　在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…

别了康桥

再别康桥

我应该启程了

不再回头

不想再回头




感谢你

你是为我着想的

也许这么想

我会好过点




也许来得不是时候

没有后悔

不应难过

我拥有更多

不是不屑

而是珍惜

因为珍惜

所以你说你爱过

我爱过




也许再重来已不像以前

只会再次经历伤痛

走回原点

不如往前跨步

回忆已足够

让我们彼此继续带着它

走我们接下来的路




你曾给我的有太多

我感谢你给我回忆

祝你幸福

made right decision

*sigh...

ya...

she should change her favourite colour...

no matter how...

coz...

he think that he had made right decision...

what she has to do now is...

let go...

He and She- talk about love.

She likes blue...
but she doesnt realised that...
until one day...
she realised it...
but, it's too late...
Time grab her blue away...

He likes green now...
greeny seems like put him in a sweet state...
like a children found his candy...

she thought she left blue long time ago...
until when everytime other colours approch her,
when she wants to get into it,
the memories of blue drag her back to blue...

everytime she thinks of blue,
like a stone or cyst obtructing her blood stream...
causing sudden dyspnea ...
she lives in the memories in blue...
she didnt realise it...
OR
perhaps, she havent met someone suit her better than blue do...

she tried to approach blue once again...
but blue seems faded away...

He prefer green now...
Green become more attractive than blue...
he's happy with his green life...
doesnt matter that his green belongs to him or not...
coz green brought him out of blue which maybe hurt him before...

she doesnt know whether is that is what she wants...
OR
maybe she just havent met the right one,
someone better than him...
and continue lives in blue memories...

she feels heart-ache
when he said...
"I DID LOVE BLUE VERY MUCH..."
with a smile face =)

the way of typing msg still the same...
XD
he likes to joke a lot...
but he never realise that...
this time...
his jokes hurt her deeply like her never experience this kind of pain...


** Blue will be always in her mind...
coz till now, blue suit her the best...
coz she just simply loves blue...
Memories of blue will always stay deep in her heart...
coz once, blue loved her deeply too...
she believes...
never doubt that...

maybe she should regret what she had done before...
coz it makes her lost the thing she actually one...
she doesnt appreciate...
and now ...
she has to live in the memories of blue ...
until perhaps ...
the other blue appear in her life once again...
with love, care and trust...
seal the broken heart back...

p/s: there's a quite outdated song but yet a nice song recommended here...

by guang liang << yue ding >>

重大打击2！

各位乡亲父老

本人这次真的有重大消息要向大家宣布！！！

这次的打击！！

是我人生中，第一次，也是蛮大一次的打击！！


就是…………………………



我COLLEGE的WIRELESS BLOCK掉了



MSN



EBUDDY




YOUTUBE!!!!




这跟要了我的命没两样！！

没得开msn我会发霉！！！

我真的会发霉！！

真的，

请相信我！！



刹那间，我觉得自己很可怜。

被遗弃在黑暗的角落的感觉。

天啊~~~

谁可以用touchlight照我一下。

让我感受下光的珍贵？？

*受不了打击！