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what the...

i thought i just started my weekend but hell know it's already sunday night...

weekends passed like a blink of eye..

yet my energy havent fully gain back through this short break..



burdens are there, problems havent solved...

i guess being an adult simply means u have to face every prob independently on ur own?

seriously, just on YOUR OWN...

sigh~ never think that i will be in this stage of life where i don't find myself high enough to be proud of or down enough to be self-pity...

guess i just don't feel good enough with the culture that i'm living now...



aarrgghh...

STRESS makes life tough...

looking back the past that i've strived over...

there were really a lot...

some of them make me even feel like forgetting it for life..

it would be nice if there's a medicine or some kind of syrup to drink to delete certain part of my memories which could probably become my obstacle to continue my path..

the more i experience, the more i feel like running away *though i know it isn't the way of living..

and ya ya...=.= i know it's the way to mould me throughout the process and become a better man...

but the process really takes a lots of pain...



accepting some of the facts of the world and society, is neither an easy or tough job to me..

for certain certain things, it may passed just -like-that..

and i would just don't give a damn and live my life happily after that.

while some of the occurence, you may not... or in other words, you can hardly accept that this could actually happened to you.. ( ya...what?? YOU! the unlucky one)

life isn't easy and it's always difficult some of the times..

but it isn't an excuse for anyone to give up i suppose...



there must be something interesting or something beautiful waiting for us ahead..

but before that, how much you've earn before u can get the sweet fruits as return?

i wonder how much should i pay for it...