finally...

yes, people...
you all get to see me on 8th june 2009 ...
at first, i thought it was really a shame of it...
after all, yes, i'm not as worse as i thought i was...
after all, yes, i'm still a quite hard working student in my point of view..
at least, i attend those classes that i think it's important...
and i skip the classes that i rather read on my own...as everyone does so...
i'm sorry to being *impolite* right now especially to those prof profsss doctor doctorssss...
now i realised that the meeting was just a self-defence meeting...
it's not a" listen-to-ur explaination" meeting...
those who are good in talk and persuade... congrates...
i'm not angry or what ...
and it's my fault after all...
not here to blaming anyone...
it is just that the meeting is su*ks!!!



wasting time and money...travel back from my hometown ...
troubled both my brothers...
troubled my dad who actually wants to send me here UPM
make my mum worried why i need to back on spot after the call...
just for the meeting...
and what?? the doctorss said the excuse is not reasonable.???


you guys wont know how i was frightened by the call...
i was actually shuddering, and my mind was in a mess...
i couldnt think of what to do...
after calling my buddy, seniors and friends...
i slowly calm myself down and start pack my stuff up...
it was really ridiculous...and funny as well...
call me today right on 12 and ask me back on 3:30?
people!! i'm not living at KLIA okay?? travel by aeroplane ar???
sakai betul!!!!


okay...
anyhow, arguements were made, running around to find those doctors...
and finally, i take up "christine's" advise..
it was too late as it was already thursday...
take it as a lesson...
and thanks DR. Niazlin after all...
i know u tried to help me a lot...
thanks...i really appreciate it...
thanks christine that all she had done...
as i know the process of being a doctor is not that easy and smooth...
i will take it as a small obstacle in my life...
i'm not that easily gave up what i want...
and it's not worthy !!


okay...
i need to go back to my seat and start study for the final...
i will fight for it!!


prof H.
you will see me tough!!