Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Tasik Chini trip!! AWESOME!!!

HI~~!! everyone...
i'm back from tasik Chini~Pahang..
it was a awesome trip...
Thank God that i insist to join them even i know that maybe if i join the trip, i couldnt even pass my musculoskeleton assesment...

Thank God that now, i have just after my assesment...
but havent know the result yet...
hoping i will at least pass lar...

the trip was really a nice experience...
though i have bitten by insectss and mosquitoess...
but i never regret that i join the trip..
haha...
we, the 2nd year actually responsible for handling the kids over there...
in short, we were like a sunday school teacher ...
i love the kids there...
especially when they were focusing to colouring the picture...
i have thousands of pictures gonna upload here...

LET'S BEGIN OUR JOURNEY~




Love is always the biggest~~





after a long run...
finally we arrived...
(so excited to see this road sign board...)




one of the view when heading to tasik chini...








tis is the tree that planted beside our house...




josephine 採了颗吃,结果才发现坏了!哈哈。。。




this is a place called - place to wash baju~ haha....




corridor~







yaya...welcome welcome to tasik chini`~
hehe...






i like tis very much...it will be very nice to be used when it comes to night, provided mosquitoes repellant is fulling working .!! haha...
or else, it will be very hot and get bitten by insectssss....






totally there were 4 cars driving there..
Mr.Yap's, Kah Chuan's, Joshua's, Frankie's...
i was in Frankie's ...(Sabah-ian..)




yeah~!! Sing Seng was teaching us the story to be told to the kids~~
see~ how serious he was!! lol....




Hui Moon...the gal with guitar...
a very tough gal physically...
i like her style! haha...



this father actually playing cheat huh!! haha...
coz we ask the kids to colour the picture we provided...but he's so nice that he help his son (maybe) to colour it up!! haha...
so nice~




they were so shy when they found out i was shooting at them...
lol...they were really pure and cute!!
their smile were really sweet~!! just that i failed to capture the nice one...





she's Keren....a very shy gal too..
i was beside her to teach her colouring the picture...
lol...trust me she's really cute!!
when 1st we were worshiping, she already noticed me, and i keep stared at her..
she's really really cute!





they were receiving lollipop!! haha....




this "gal" was really really cute!! i bet she's too young to tell what's her name..
when i asked her what's her name, she just smile with a little bit fear ...
and the gal beside her help her to answer me pula...
and i asked her to write down her name on the picture paper...
she wrote "Mulan"
but the gal told me that her name is Sarina!!
so....anybody can tell me what's her name actually?
Sarina or Mulan??? lol...until now i still dunno...
lol...





they were (frm left): Keren and Angelena~





she was focusing to colour up the "caterpillar"..haha...




this was made by Angelena...haha...
she even colour up the eyes and tongue which we, the "kakak-kakak" din ask her to do so...
she's really funny lar~






Angelena and her sister...Nikita~
they were really pretty...
especially the sister Nikita...
looks like foreigner...
not same with the other children...
looks really different..
and Angelena...i can bet u, she looks even prettier than Angelena Julie~
lol....




she was unaware when i capture down her...
lol...totally focusing man!





these two gals...
wahhahahaha....
really funny lar..
especially the right hand one..
she clips her hair up with 3 flowers over her head...lol...
the left one...really sweet when she smiles...




these lollipops, we use it to seduce them to listen to us...
lol....






i capture this when Frankie was driving...lol...
the roads were really narrow...
hard to drive actually...







these are the views when we drove around the tasik chini...




they are not that "ulu" lar...
they got cars...lol...








sampat jessie...
cam whooring all the time!!








their houses...
living in a simple house with a simple life...




caps were really important under big big SUN!!






the four guys~~ haha...
F4?? haha...





this is TOILET!!!







we live in JONES' HOUSE...haha...
he treat us very nice actually..
cook for our meals...




the bridge...





the monkeys...
hahaha...





this is MR YAP actually..
haha...
looks like a drawing picture right??
nice nice~~ my photo skills are good! lol..







they were civil engineers~~!!!
geng!!!








the loving birds~~~ how sweet~




the view when i sit at the end of the bridge...tasik chini~





we were having uncle jones' meal~





Frankie...
haha...sit alone de? emo??
haha ....at the end jessie and i go and accompany him..
sit beside him...lol...






ah Seng with his boat!! haha...
the boat will sink if we use it..
lol....





*sign board~!




frm left: loving birds whispering...Jewel ...the right one..how pity! haha...











the last video must see!!!
haha...


till here 1st...
tata~~

Friday, August 28, 2009

人生的故事编剧是两人

緣份 是一種很 炫的東西~~
它通常是在不知不覺中出現。
當它存在之時,你可能不會珍惜;期待它到來時,它卻一直都不出現 。
所以,從此刻開始,大家要懂得珍惜它,珍惜生活在你 周圍的所有人,無論是朋友、愛人、甚至於家人.......C~H~E~R~I~S~H
在你一生當中,能交到多少個知心朋友 ??
雖然你們實際上才認識不久,不過感覺上卻像好久好久 。
你有這種朋友嗎???
就是你們很談得來,什麼都分享,什麼都聊,一輩子也 不厭倦的那種。
如果你有這種朋友,趕快對他說:這一生中最知心的朋 友就是你,絕對錯不了!!~而且永遠也不會改變 !~

INTIMATE FRIENDS~~~
我們 有緣 而相識
我們 有緣 而相聚
我們 有緣 而交換心靈
我們應該彼此 珍惜 相處的每一刻
更應該 珍惜 你現在所擁有的一切
此生才不會悔憾

LOVE??!!
是愛??是喜歡??還是只是欣賞??
愛是百分之百 ,你 無時無刻 都在想、思念著他。
喜歡有百分之八十 ,你 常常 都會想到他、思念他。
而欣賞只剩百分之六十 ,你 只有偶爾 會想到、和思念著他。
欣賞會讓人積極,喜歡會讓人開心,
但愛卻會讓人傷心。
當你欣賞一個人 ,你不見得 會喜歡他,也不見得會愛上他。
當你喜歡的一個人 ,有可能 你只是欣賞他,但你也有可能會愛上他。
當你愛一個人時 ,你一定是 基於欣賞,慢慢變成喜歡,然後最後成了愛。
當你和他搭訕時,剛開始那只是出於“欣賞” 。
當他們交往一段時間後,可能會變成“喜歡”,但也可 能永遠只能停留在“欣賞”,至於“愛”,很難說,說不定你一輩子都找不到。


LIKE~~~~
有人問:你為什麼喜歡一個人?
我只能夠說出為什麼不喜歡一個人,卻說 不出為什麼喜歡一個人。
喜歡一個人,是一種感覺。 不喜歡一個 人,卻是事實。
事實容易解釋,感覺卻難以言喻。
愛情是忽然有一個人,我們覺得一見如故, 我們的內 分泌忽然起了翻天覆地的變化,很很想靠近她,想擁抱她。
以後,無論快樂或哀愁,我們也想不起當初為什麼愛她 。
因只有當我們不愛一個人時,才會找出不愛她的原因。      

ADMIRE?!?
每個人都有屬於自己的一個故事。
在這故事理,你應該努力地演好自己的角色。
如果劇本是自己寫的,我相信,這個世界裡再不會有悲 劇出現。
只可惜, 編劇一定是兩個人。
只要其中一方有了變話,這齣戲任你再怎 麼努力去演,到了最後只會成為悲劇。
一生當中,會有很多跟你合演的人,
但最終,只有一個可以幫你完成這齣劇 =)










love ya....















miss u all~~
miss sitiawan~~~

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

crap

right now i'm in epidemiology class in computer lab...
well...
as usual...
wont lose this opportunity to online~
lol...

quite tired after attend a visit at klinik kesihatan jinjang ...
i woke up at 6am and up bus by 6:30 ..
reached there on bout 7:05am
and we have to walk 1km to reach klinik...
luckily the trip at last benefit me...

we had fun in running around the klinik until our leg feel like cramping...
it was really tiring especially coz of i didnt even manage to take my breakfast b4 i went...
at the end i have to take my lunch at my own kolej kafe..

feel so sleepy now...
the lecturer is like teaching kindergarden like tat...
teach me how to "open file" " edit" "view"...
bla bla bla...

anyway...
looking forward to the tasik chini trip...
heard michael said the nite view there is excellent...
stars were sparkling last time when he went there...

full of plan in coming weeks...
nex week going to genting with coursemates...
following week hari raya going back home...
27th sep tat time will hve one trip go somewhere play again with cf friends...

whao...
never think of i can make my life so hectic but yet meaningful....


>_<

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

a short but yet meaningful gathering.

feels great when everytime come back to my page...

last weekend i just went to midvalley meet ong pek and chuan shyeng..

haha...

didn't even afraid of H1N1...

i and my friend julian went there by ktm...

though all along the way we went, we can still saw ppl wearing mask in the train, the mall and even taxi drive himself was wearing mask...

lol...

julian and i dont have mask at that moment...

we just lower down our head and avoid of "breathing" that much in the train...

lol...

when we met each other, 1st target to go is cari makan!!

though that time i was not that hungry, but to reduce the kekok-ness of julian and my friends, so i just decided to go to somewhere where we can sit down and talk..

finally we came to tis "taiwan food" (dunno what's the name of the restaurant d.)

these were our choices...

lol...mine one is the one nearest to the shooting angle one...

dunno name d...tomato-fish...sth like tat lar..



then we went walk around...
and we get free coca cola~ haha...
how kind they were~~ the smile is the most perfect one that i ever see~
lol...




then i saw sth weird...
there were many "monster" all over the mall...
and they were trying to challenge me to find out all of them...
and i was too boring that i captured down everyone of them when i saw them....

















this one is the one challenge me to capture down their face!!
lol...







these is amazing!! i'm shocked when i saw them all hanging there...lol...





oooppss...this is not the monster...tis is sampah tong...
lol...*faint~




tis is the cutest one...i like tis one...lol...





somemore~ here!!



some are really good in hiding...
lol...





finally we went to famour amos~
julian wanna buy it to his brother~




i take tis without her knowledge...and i think the counter-man were thinking that i was shooting at him....actually he was not the one i wanna shoot at lar...lol...




though there were so many sales...but i buy nothing back home...no mood shopping actually ....with two guys following...somemore wanna critic me that i cant wear M size shirt anymore...ask me to choose L size one...sweat ==|||




we left our footprints in midvalley~
lol....




we went back together and we managed to get mask from han lin...
though at 1st he said he dun wan gve me even one ...
(gt gf d, not same liao~ lol...)





tis is i when i was in dissection practical...
hehe...
zi lian xia~



at last...
post a zi lian photo here...
hehe...my latest pic~




though the time is short to meet with han lin and chuan shyeng..
but i manage to take my time to keep in touch to them...
at least now i surprisingly met the fat-chuan-shyeng and sweet till diabetes mellitus de han lin...
that heartless han lin even alr forget wat's my name d...
haiz...love really change ppl easily...
haiz...

till here,

goodbye lor everyone~

love ya and miss ya all so much~

Sunday, August 23, 2009

我的眼泪 *不是* 眼泪

人……
是什么样的动物?
是哪里出了问题?
总是在怨天怨人

人……
为什么有那么多复杂情绪?
让自己跌入深渊中?
万死不复

人……
到底能够彼此沟通吗?
有文字,
却表达不了感受

人……
被冤枉
被欺骗
被放鸽子

人……
难过
寂寞
孤独
疲惫
谁知?


我的眼泪
很少被人看见

它
不算珍贵
但总是为它的主人申诉着埋藏在心底的委屈

它
没有价值
因为它为不珍惜它的别人而流

它
很可悲
往往总是往肚子里流
因主人强悍的外表
习惯了的顽固
不让它发泄

它只是多余的水分


心
一天比一天破碎
荒度了岁月
它憔悴的跳动着
试问,有谁在乎它的生命力?
因它总是默默地付出

它
流血了
只有主人知道
因它是在心内里
没人看见它狂泻而出的血流
别人看不见……
只有主人知道

心
不一定要表达
当它伤痕累累时
它。已失去了表达的能力
因为再多的表达
都变成徒然了

到底这颗心
付出得不够
还是付出的太多?
多得让人窒息?

它的付出
不被人看重
却被万箭所指
万箭穿心的痛
只有它主人知

文字
很古老
也很现代
但此时已不被看重
因它永远表达不到
心所感受到的



不同层次的爱
果然就是不同



人往往只为不关心自己的事或物
感到心痛
伤心
流泪
他们永远不知在他们背后
有多少关心他们的人
为他们心痛
伤心
流泪


人
心
所感受到的
往往不经意
累计在眼角

泪
是眼角的水
目字边有三点水

但当三点水
划不出眼角
往肚里流时
谁看见了泪?
人
看见的还是你的双目


有一天
心
发现
主人总是把自己逼到墙角
总是没把它看重
往往把它随意掏出来
让它每次伤痕累累
心埋怨着……
主人
明白自己的错
明白自己总是不爱心多点

但

主人好笨!
就是学不会
冷漠些
好让她的心
没必要再受不必要的痛
不必要的苦
流不必要的血


心
不知你怎么了?
我看不见你
却感受到你隐隐作痛
你是怎么了?

泪
还有必要再流吗?


我
此时
双目无光
无三点水
因为灵魂早已被人心吞噬了
死去了

心
麻木了





Friday, August 21, 2009

A triangle




this is what today i learn from CF-christian fellowship...
haha...
very true that Chin Yang said the relationship of God with us is like a triangle...
he describe that when we get into a relationship, if both sides are followers of God, the relationship with God will be better...we are draw closer to God...
u can see frm the diagram...
it makes the triangle smaller...amazing?
lol...
when it's just one side closer to God, but the other part don't really wanna move forward...the triangle will be senget lar of course...

very true...
it's something that we shall think of...

coz sometime the other part may drag u away from God in order to make the triangle in balance...

nth much...just sth that i find it interesting and wanna show it here...
lol...
blerk~

this is sth that i draw in bilik tutorial today on 1pm like tat...
lol...
just sth in my mind and draw it out...
lol....
someone wanna intepret it??

lol....


Wednesday, August 19, 2009

*new update

harlo ppl...
long time din update my blog d...
guess u all miss my like hell??
haha...
i'm busy with my assesments and few tests recently...
so kind of din really have time to online...

sth really weird is that ...
these few days i lose the addict to online d...
haha...
guess it's a good thing??
lol...

not really feeling well this few days...
hmm....not physically one..
but mentally one...
again...social communication problem...
lol...
i get used to it already i think...
so it wont be a problem to me anymore i think...
at least i know no matter how bad situation i'm in...
ther'll be u all...
those who dun really meet ...
those who stand "behind" me and support me...
thax...
i know u all always be there for me...

life is about obstacles de lar...
so...once i get strive over it ...
i think it will be ok d...

just to rise up my voice here ...
so that u all wont lose my contact again...
31st aug i gt one trip with my uni christian fellowship to tasik chini at pahang..
go visit so called "orang asli" there...
will have a nice experience if i join the trip...
hmm..
not yet sure whether go onot...
coz i've been non stop bz for few weeks d...
mentally kind of exhausted..
cant really go out shopping or watch movie...
coz my parents ordered me not to go out too often...
so try to be a filial daughter...
i choose to not to let them worry bout me...
reduce the "frequency" of goin out ...
(though last nite i just go sri serdang's pasar malam and get a bowl or laksa and some sausage there...)
haha...
life is uneasy...
i will try to be tough and find for the strength to assit me...


i'm still ME...
i know what am i doing now...
people just pandai cakap bt dun really work it out...
to those said being very considerate and love ur brother and sisters...
try to think of ur own action now ba...



you think what you are...
but you are NOT what you think!



i'm not happy with u!
blow me??? blerk~