worst day i had...

hello everyone..

i had a very bad day here..

haha!

not feeling like going to be angry or cursing or blaming anyone beside me now...

since it's all my fault anyway..

gonna announce that :

i've lost my phone..

i'm not going to use maxis anymore...

sigh..a bit sad of it coz it's my number ever since form 2 til now...

and my bro is having a quite similar number with my maxis number..

sigh~

the number....i'm not gonna claim it back alr since i gt no handphone to use and i'll afraid of if i lost it again?

phobia alr...



to everyone who's concerned, please contact my digi number instead of maxis start from now..

u're not gonna get any reply from maxis of course ...

i'm so sorry for the inconvenience caused...




a bit depressed today...

start from the beginning of the day, i've a mild shock from my groupmate who said that i've to find a long case on the spot to present this morning...

and either me or the other groupmate gonna be the presenter to a high-expecting and can kill u by his eye sight doc...

can u imagine what's the feeling?

somemore the previous day my the other groupmate done very well in presenting case, he's very happy with it, can u imagine if i bull shit in front of him the next day??

i will spoil his mood and my groupmate's effort...

or maybe he will disappointed on me only la actually...which is sth i afraid of...

i hate seeing disappointing face...

that's why i'm stressed~!

and anyhow by the time i managed to find a case and try to practise in short time, my group leader said that he went to meeting alr...

which means i gt to present the case on the afternoon to the other doc...

which make me feel cannot relieved and continue stress up...

i think that's why my head start to pain and having throbbing sensation on my head which make me feel bad...



later in time, luckily still i managed to present it...and finally time to go back k17

who knows today bus driver use another road to go back hostel..

i actually told him that i'm rushing time..

but he claimed that it's the same distance road and it's gonna take same time to reach...

and finally ended up, he went to petrol station and fill in full tank which use about 15 minutes staying at the petrol station~!

gosh~! i dun care wat day he wanna fill petrol, whenever he wanna refill just go ahead, i'm just wondering why he's so cute...knowing that i;m rushing time yet he's still using his big butt and walk slowly, do everything slowly ?

cute bus driver~~ make us wait for him for the first day of this week going to hosp kajang...and waste my time at the end of the week...



back to hostel, realise that i lost my handphone..dunno wat can i do..

i was having mix feeling when i get to know it..

guilty and scare of being scolded?

not being responsible of my belongings???

i dunno wat should i do...

i was blank...how could it happen to me...wat am i doing?

haiz...

finally, being late to start our journey to bkt jalil...

making hui shan to be late to back home and choose to go back hosp kajang to try to find it again and of course i failed...

jessie missed the gathering chance with her friends, which make me even feel worse...

hui shan's mom calling her asking why so late havent up bus yet...

and jessie's mom was worrying her late-coming-back daughter..


all because of me....

i'm deeply sorry yet i dunno how to express it ...

coz i'm having hard feeling in me too...



daddy and mom called me, and i choose to tell the truth...

surprisingly they're not very angry over it, on the other hand,mom asked me to back tmr...

saying that it's a bit too late for me to back alone..dangerous and all kind of stuff ....

make me feel really really warm..thanks mom~! (even the nex moment after that, she started to nag over me saying that how could i lost the thing)..but still~ i appreciate it alot.

second time, daddy calling...lagi stress to pick up the phone...

and again surprisingly...daddy din say much..just ask me how i lost it and he said that actually morning when he called my maxis, still ringing de...but now all in voicemail alr...

then he console me saying that, what has happened alr happened... no point of saying anythg...

i feel really much more relieved...




safely send hui shan go bkt jalil and i bought a ticket of 9am tmr...

then jessie and i depart to go for dinner together..


sincerely a BIG THANKS to jessie that helped me alot in this critical time...

i'm so so sorry over it of wat has happened to u at the end after u choose to help me...

like nearly kena saman??

haha~! we can never get together nex time...really can happen alot of things...

i pray much gao gao of the police wont send any saman to ur house~! or else, i think i will share the saman with u...if the saman is rm300?? haha...cant manage to pay it all la...

i promise here..



thanks a lot of having a sweet dinner with me..which then making me feel much more better alr...




p/s: i din feel like cursing the thief of stealing my belongings since part of it, it's my fault of din really take care of my stuff...somemore, i think he/she must be in a very difficult condition or guilty to steal my phone... lagipun, i'm not sure whether i lost it myself or actually gt ppl steal it in purpose though i think the latter one will stand a higher percentage since i realised actually gt ppl touched and moved by beg...

i just hope that one day, someone or some little humanity side of u will make u realised of stealing other's ppl things is not a good habit no matter how hard situation are u in...

thanks Lord anyway of blessing me for the safe journey back to dong's house...at least, i think we're blessed to not kena that saman~! have faith, i put my trust...



being thankful that , no matter what situation i'm in, i know You are always beside me and bless me~ thank you Lord Jesus...