november

november...

seems suppose to be a month that full with plans...

holidays are coming...

couples are dating out...

which suppose to be a very sweet and memorable month to ppl..

but somehow, these few days i din really feel fine with myself...

not very well doing everything...

get emo easily...

not because of my status- single..

not really because of stress or sth related to studies...

not because of i'm busying ...

not because of everything..

but just that i'm not satisfied with sth...

i get emo for NOTHING!

i can't really find a reason why i'm being so easily provoked ...

perhaps hormonal change...

but i guess i still manage to control my emotion...

not showing any negative signs ...

missing my secondary lou sei very badly...

especially yen, cai wei, lichin, ah mai, neenee, susan, yoke mei, and so on...

and those i don't really dare to mention here...

coz for eg like wan ru, lik yin, eemei, huiyan, connie, charleen, those who looks not really close with me last time...

i don't know why...i just miss u guys badly recently..

perhaps u guys will think "hmm.... i was not that close to you last time, how come u will miss me one?"

perhaps, it's just the memories of our 5th form year...

everything seems so laid back that time...

we share laughters, joys and crack jokes all the time...

even if we were angrying, we still can angry in a very funny way...

i like the way we were last time...

we never hate each other...

maybe yes, but not that much...

maybe just one or two days, and the angers gone...

we made friends...

and since then we were surrounded by each others...

love, caring , funs were overwhelming us...

that was really good...

which we could hardly find as we grow up...

i'm glad that i'm being here...

upm AG1 surrounded by my lovely housemates...

though we have different characters...

still we manage to help each other to go through all the obstacles..

still really really i hope this can be maintain and last long always...

as friendship never change...
























still....

i can't find a reason of why i'm being emo recently...

after all i experienced a very different me last night...

which is medic night...

i curled my hair...

and looked really much different that i couldnt really accept my look at 1st when i finished set my hair up...

i like the look actually...

looked mature...

hmm....

a really different me...

Don't be afraid your life will end; be afraid that it will never begin.