i'm sick :(

i'm not fine...

coz now having a bad flu right after a bad sorethroat...

and now my both ear blocked up...

cant really hear properly....

thax peiyi that given me "ham gam gat" to drink..

and this thing relaly works...

coz right after i finish drink it , my sorethroat recovered...

no more pain...

*miracles...

hehe...winks**

thax her alot...

however, 1 hour later i realised that the bacteria (or virus, i dunno...)shift to my upper respiratory tract...

which then cause me a bad flu...

short of breathness whole night while suffering to study for the epidemiology assesment...

it was not that good after all (i mean the assesment..)

hope i still manage to pass it...

wondering: marks ....is that so important.?

and it makes people really get depressed and work for it ....put effort to get it...

somehow, i'm a bit immune of not getting high marks already..

haiz....call me "poor thing!"

i don't like myself too...

seems like don't have much motivation anymore..



recently seems like many of the couples break up ..

and some do make me start thinking....

love can last long or not?

i know the answer should be yes...

but somehow, the examples that happened around me...

doesn't seems likely to be the supporting eg.

some pak toh for yearsss d...

still end up break up...

some seems to be the perfect match...

but at the end still break up too...

why is it so?

i do not know...

and that actually do scare me away....

coz no matter how good is the "prognosis" seems to be ...

at the end....or somehow, one of the part will get hurt...

love....

can it be just as simple as possible?

that just making another part to be happy and sweet? but not hurting anyone?




http://nathan86.blogspot.com/2009/09/blog-post_9244.html

here i recommended a nice song...

no matter you are christian or not...

i personally feels that the lyric really means alot..

and perhaps the lyric answered part of my questions...


last night, i missed someone again...

because of YOU!! JESSIE LIM!!!!

STIMULATE ME.~

but i promise...

i missed a while only...

coz i DO NOT want to live in memories...