my Lord, my God.

just came back from balakong harvest church...
1st pastor told us that the alphabet "A"- stand for authority of God..
the preaching just now somehow touched the problems i'm facing recently..
these few days...Josephine and i have started to give morning service..
in short, it's actually a morning pray..
i found it actually work...
it's really different that if every morning first after brush your teeth and washed ur face, u come to search for God...
and listen to what he's trying to tell us compare to you did nothing, but just went to church every sunday..
meaningless..

every morning, we share our problems, and we help each other to pray to God that He can help us in our daily life and so that we can always be with Him and improve ourselves...
it's amazing that sometimes i found that God actually speak to us.
through bibles, through pastor, even through your friend..
you will find that amazing when someone suddenly talk bout something related to your problem, and you can actually get the solution to solve the problems..
God is always there...
watching us...protecting us...
approach Him, so that He can approach us too..
life isn't about assesments, enjoyment, studying, career, loved one...
life is from God, something you can find the meaning of life from God..
He's so great that nothing seems to be hard to Him...
for his mighty words and power, and the love that He shows to us...
we shall follow Him...because He had chosen us before we choose Him...

i can't deny that pastor Joshua Mah is a great pastor..
the way he preach...
i'm impressed...
"let go the old life style, turn your life to a new leaf..."
"go upwards instead of go backwards.."
"be optimistic and confident of what you are going to do, don't be negative.."
"face the problem and strive over it, instead of you run away from the problem, for He will always be there for u whenever you need Him.."


sometimes, we know all these things..
but we can't really do it and apply it our lives...
and so do i...
somehow, i need to learn to be strong and tough,
to be determined, to be optimistic.
to be confident, to be positive..
learn how to let go the past and turning a new life..
i should strive over the obstacles and face the new challenges in front of me...
i know i can do it cause' God is always be with me...

Have Faith~