It's Your Love - tim mcgraw and faith hill
that's in the dark
middle of the night takin your heart
and holdin'it tight
emotional touch
toughin' my skin
and askin you to do
what you've been doin' all over again
oh, it's a beautiful thing
dont think i can keep it all in
i just gotta let u know
what it is that wont let me go
it's your love
it just does somethin to me
it sends a shock right through me
i cant's get enough
so if you wonder
about the spell i'm under
it's your love.
now i wonder, why people said there is sometimes when things is better not to say it out than you tell.
i'm born with quite high sensitive to things that happened ...
sometimes, it's a good thing yes...
but sometimes, i think it quite often irritate me...
or change the way i say, i suppose people, or human being should at least has their own natural ability to sense sth dangerous or something weird what...
how come we need to transfer the message out by words only some people will know?
other than that, is there any better way to transfer message like body language?
is it that i need to smash the table when i'm angry only you will know i'm angry right NOW.?
haiz...
the solution not to damage the relationship among these "human beings" the only thing i can do is... endure...
p/s: thax for those who understand me, you may think of you didnt help me much but at least u let me know that i'm not over-sensitive as you let me know that, you also sense the same thing as mine, and think in the way i think...thax!
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by the way, i start to miss my secondary school who always gila gila around with me..
crap jokes, and gossip around...that's the way we communicate?
haha..nope, we are more than that...
we share tears, we share our happiness, we share our memories too..
but somehow, lack of time to gather actually make some of the relationship changed..
some of them are not that close to me now, though i still treat them as my best friend..
haiz...just let everything go on in their natural way ba...
i cant force thing to happen in what i expect...
enjoy the current life.. and live the life to the fullest !!
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you!
yes, it's you...
i'm talking bout you...
never think of u can influence me so easily...
dont feel like wanna depend on u...
dont really feel like wanna let u know that i always seek for your help...
dont really hope that u realize the true "ME" is that dependent...
dont really wanna let u know the true ME -- the "little mui mui zai"...
i know i can stop all these...
and you will remain special to me...
ever...
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let's call this fella as " thirdy "
there's so much misunderstand between us...
no matter it's before we lose contact or after ...
i'm so guilty that i didnt tell u that i never forget everything that happened when we are "best friend" ever...
i never forget bout the nun uni kada rikiden...
i never forget that you insist to bring the math question paper to my house even it's already 1am midnight with the lightning and wind blowing outside...
i'm still touched everytime i recall it bout the memories between us...
just wanna admit here, i'm thinking of you right now..
there's no possibility that we may become like last time...
i know, and i didn't even dare to ask for it...
yes, i know somehow, i had hurt u, so deeply that ...
u can said those words to me...
maybe it's kind of take revenge? lol...
let's take it as if u are to take revenge..
yes, u success, it make a deep scar in my heart...
you are so important to me last time...
and this lead to the scar will remain in my heart for my life...
i wont angry with u, and i'm not ...
maybe to u, i deserve it...
but IF, IF.....
if u know that i never forget ? and i always take it in heart??
if i had told u that i still remember and you are special to me no matter who you are?
if i have told u...
if i never said that...
if i apologise...
if i...
will you??
everything seems gone after that day...
you are sensitive as me...
i know why u act on that way...
but sorry... i didnt think of ur feeling...sorry that i didnt admit...
coz that time i just dont know how to react or continue if i admit...
thousand words i feel like wanna tell ...
but we got no chance anymore...
and i know i shouldnt disturb your life anymore...
just hope that u can live ur life happily...
and forget me as u can...
i know you can...
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